sheislegendary

 well you all can see how much i use this thing. here's a quick update
it's summer
I passed 10th grade
I have a boyfriend (as for today, i'm not sure how much longer it's going to last)
I'm starting band in a couple of weeks.
I'm jobless

and yeah that's about all


how lame!

I think I have a disease where I'm dying to hang out with people
and yet i don't want to be around a single person

People suck.
very much.
they lie
and just suck
suck suck suckity suck.

I think with the friends i have i don't need friends at all.
All my friends
suck
all of them!

but Kristen

the rest suck!@#$%^&*
SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK SUCK.
                                      SUCK

I never thought I'd get so low
Never thought I'd get this low.

a line from the new The Academy is.
They're too much of a "pop" band.
what a shame.

So!
Halloweens is in 3 days.
=D!
I'm going out as a seductive leprechaun, with my friend kristen who is going out as a normal leprechaun.
yeahh loads of fun gonna happen
band is over in a less than 3 weeks.
I'ma miss it
but after band it's my birthday,tattoo, twilight, job at coldstone?, randi comes home.
heck yes!

ohh and my friends are acting like the caddy bitches they always are.
i wanna transfer schools.
or get a job to make new friends

It seems that none of my friends post on here anymore, I will start to more now cause the less people that read the more personal things i can put on here, and yet the second i do that everyone will start posting again.
I won't win.

Anywho what's new with me...
well it's Oct 19th which marks 1 month (31 days) until I'm 16. and I'm not that excited really... I mean i'm excited for a tattoo but otherwise i just don't see the point in getting so excited.. cause I'm not having a sweet 16. I'm just taking some people to see twilight which is going to be a good movie hopefully! anyway side tracked from the whole not super excited over being 16 thing so, it's just another year gone by. I'm a year older and closer to death.. what a bleak way to look at it. aha
I want to try this experiment thing i thought of..you see last year i got sick on my brithday and couldn't go to school, and the thing is i didn't get one happy birthday text or call. until i said something to most of my friends.
Basically they all forgot.
So to test to see if they can remember it this year, i wont bring up my birthday to any of them.
Let's see who my best friends really are, if i have any that is..
I mean what "best friend" doesn't know their "best friend's" birthday?

Marching Band is going well.. only 2 more competitions until Championships and then it's over. wow this year went super fast.
After band i might have a job. =)!
I'll be making some money.
yay

humm well i can't think of anything else.
so yeahh

=(

They do.
Cause
1. They lie.
2. They change a lot.
3. They consider you less of a friend if you can't see them as much as you'd like to.

yeahh

"With friends like these, I don't need friends at all."

isn''t that much different from a freshman besides the fact that no body knows who you are.
At least when your a freshman everyone knows who you are whether they hate freshman or not, now being a sophomore is just a blurr.
We get thrown into our classes already, already have some homework, already taking a test and it's not the summer reading test it for geometry but on algebra, lockers go find on your own.
not fun just boring

only 178 more school days left until I'm free and than after next summer I'll be an upperclassman which makes me a somebody not that i care really. You'd think I'd be a bitch to all the freshman, since i went through hell last year but I can't. I'm too nice to them, i haven't lead any of them in the wrong direction like how I've wanted to. I've gone soft.

BLAHHH

Both suck.
well actually band Camp didn't sucj that much this year, it was tiring but decent... Senior skits were good and so was the staff skits. Drama of course was there and people getting hurt but all and all i liked it better than last year.
yeahh Liars suck wayyy more than Band camp
now I'm going to watch Camp Rock

that's all i have to say

and i already miss my best friend who is leaving for college!
=(

Not that I'm over Jim Sturgess or Oliver Sykes, i just don't want to get sick of them so i need some new guys to love for a while.
and they are

Jack Barakat of All Time Low.

and

Alex Gaskarth also from All Time Low

Alex is lead singer Jack is the guitarist.
Some sexy dudes right here.




I saw them at warped tour but i didn't love love them like i do now. so i need to see them again!
yeah well that's about it.

That show has to be the stupidest show ever for these reasons.
1. It makes teenager pregnancy trendier than it already is.
2. nobody can act in that show... they are all over dramatic.
3. it shows that don't tell your "best friends", fat Catholic chick and black girl that your pregnant because they'll tell the whole school and than lie to your face and say your baby's daddy told everyone, when they did.....
4. it makes marching band kids look even more like sex addicts than they already are.
5. Drum line doesn't get with French horn players, Drum line gets  with the guard. (lol)
6. it's like a 14-yr-olds soap show. with cheating and lying all this stupid drama.
7. i like how this girl looks 3 months pregnant when she is barely a month...
8. religion is ALL OVER THE SHOW. 'you can't do that! I'm Catholic! " blah blah blah blah blah
9. This is the funniest thing to me is that there is an attractive blond girl who isn't looking for sex. she is all omg wait until after marriage religion religion religion! she told her jock boyfriend they couldn't have sex unless they get married and she expected him to be okay with that and not cheat on her with this spanish whore..
10. the pregnant girl gets with this other guy who after the first 5 minutes of their first date he is like i love you. and later he learns she is prego and he's like i want to marry you though the baby isn't mine. marry me marry me marry me every 5 minutes he says that too her. he even bought her a ring. ohh his dad wants him to marry her. they're both 15.. hummmm...
11. this show is full of stereo-types. Jock wanting sex, spanish whores, religious people hating on sex and babies, band geeks having sex. there's no denying any of it but it doesn't apply to everyone. well at eht is kinda does...

and since there is nothing else on... I'm going to continue to watch it.
how sad am i?

You might be able to tell I've been watching a lot of movies recently. I've been reading a lot in the last few days but that doesn't matter to this really. My insane obsession for movies is cause by how i rarely leave my house since no body wants to hang out, or just me not remembering to call people to hang out. I guess it's my fault and theirs... humm ohh well

The genre I guess you could say for the movies I've been watching are Kiddy romance movies and 80's movies.
Kidd movies: Wall-e, Penelope, movies on ABC family, etc...
80's movies: The Breakfast club, 16 candles, Dazed and confused, etc...
ohh I watched a show about a prego teen. it's all love triangles and shit. i thought it was funny.

so i haven't watched too many movies but i have in my mind. More than usual.

well nothing else is new. I get out of summer school tomorrow. I'm seeing Anthony Green tomorrow. and yeah that's all.
I might kill this one person soon
so I'm kinda excited for that.
=)

That concert was the single great day of my life.
So Me and Mark took a train with a bunch of people we knew to warped. We get there and loose half the people we're with. no one knows where the stages are or what bands are playing when. So I go to the first stage i find and From first to last plays so I'm super happy.

They get done playing and no one knows anything so I find a schedule and notice The Devil Wears Prada is playing soon so I go there and everyone mets up and we just watch the huge pit and chill.

So after they get done everyone is trying to find some place to go to and i get lost from everybody. =( so i go to where all the band tents are hoping to find someone when i notice there is a long line at the From First to Last tent and i notice the band is doing a signing.. so i go all the way to the front of the line and start talking to this girl like i know her and i asked her to take a picture of me and the lead singer. well she hits record and get this video instead

followed by this picture

so i get him to sing my ticket and i tell him how great the show was. so I find mark and than i go to Bring me the Horizon's show. I was getting pushed into the pit within the first 5 seconds so i back out of there and just hcill when i notice the academy is are about to go on so i leave and go to see them since i know the academy is better.

They played an amazing show.. i get all the way up front and Touched william Becket<3! than I get crushed by like 5 guys.. and all these other people are freaking out like get them off the girl she's going to die. and  I'm just fine and chill since I got to touch william. lol
So after that I meet up with kristen and I'm super happy. We walk around and notice BMTH is having a signing at 5 and it's like 3:30 now so we go and meet up with some people when we realize their line is going to be super long to meet them. So we go back and at 4 an hour before their signing the line is already long as hell so we get in line and wait in the blazing sun for an hour and a half about to fight all the people cutting when we finally get to meet them!<3



It was the greatest moment of my life. matt asked in the sexyiest british accent if we were in west philly and I'm like no hun your in jersey. and me and kristen thought of the Fresh Prince for some reason.
So we leave and go get some food when we run into the lead singer of we the kings so we get pictures with him


we then go to see we the kings play

 and move to the front of the stage to see FF5 play

I would have recorded more but i was rocking out wayy to much to all their music. They were the best preforming band out of all the ones i saw. so then we wait 20 minutes to see All time Low play and everyone is just pushing to get up front so me and kristen are like dying. But all time low finally plays and there's this hot guy practically grinding on me than he tried to steal my spot and than he protected me from all the fat girls crowd surfing. All Time Low had a horrible crowd that wouldn't stop pushing up on the front people so kristen grabbed the hot guy and got out and he came back to get me out but he didn't find me. so this chick was like are you okay and i'm like no and they got a guard to pull me out  and i almost loose my shoe. so me and kristen just sat and listened to All Time low from a safe distance. Then the show was over we walked to the train and left some people so we had to wait for them and than wait for the next train and than i went home.

I will never be happier than i wa syesterday

1. Liars.
2. Drama queens.
3. bitches.
4. dirty hoes(randi)
5. whores (randi again) LOL
6. shitty friends(NOT randi) =)
7. people who say "omg I miss you" when i just hung out with them the other day.
8. people who say lets hang out and never make plans.
9. people who make plans but cancel them.
11. 2-faced hoes
12. sluts
13. people who hate things i love.
14. people who love things i hate
15. Posers
16. summer school
17. impossible moves in guard
18. people who betray me
20. I think that's everything i currently hate
21. wait  no I also hate BUGS
22. guys who are assholes.
23 yeah i'm done now


LISTS ARE FUN!=)
WAIT I HATE ONE MORE THING
24. PEOPLE WHO DON'T LIKE TO MAKE LISTS

yeah i skipped some numbers. i don't really care

yeah i do.
for many reasons that i shouldn't..
I am soo confused right now it isn't even funny.
one minute i think it's this way and when it is that way.
I need to get away from here for a while.
Like go to Canada for a week than to Las Vegas for a month or 2 to get some male strippers and what not.
(only one person  who reads this will get that)

Anywho guard practice was okayy.
I'm hella tired

time to go shower and than get coldstone cake followed by some supernatural than at midnight listen to the new underoath song followed by sleep

OMG look what i just found!


<3!!!!!!

Friday.
clean whole house, make plans for monday, friend comes over, new chipmunk video, went to the mall (saw gay best friend and bought cheap hair extentions), unplanned sleepover, drama ending with me and another friend not being friends anymore, hanging out with mark eating burgers and stuff.

Saturday.
mark's birthday, me and my friend doing nothing all day, Chilies, Coldstone cake =), chillen at home,

Sunday.
go to the mall, walk around, get pretzels, come home do nothing, plan for tomorrow and tuesday, go to some awesome ice cream shop, get ice cream, eat ice cream, come home and watch the end of season 2 of Supernatural.

All in a weekend's time. 

I was just a one time thing, nothing would come of what happened, and i don't mean anything.
You'd think I'd be upset with those thoughts in my mind, but oddly enough I'm not, I'm actually happy and that scares me..
Things could turn around..
Who knows... but I'm not thinking any more of it unless something happens..

Anywayy guard practice tonight.
I'm not looking toward it too much. Being the outcast is not much fun ya'know?

Tomorrow is Friday =)
which means week 2 of summer school will be over which i means i finish it in 3 weeks.
pretty freaken sweet..

I don't really have anything else going on.
mark's birthday is saturday
I didn't get him anything
how nice am i?


WHAT I have no money

Time for an OUTLINE.
I'm soo lamee
I. Guard practice.
     1. The warm up is crazy now.
          a. we work out for 3 songs we don't stop moving at all!
     3. At least I'll be fit by the end of the season.
     4. I'm still an outcast within the Sophomore group.
     5. I can tell the drama is going to be insane already.
     6. This season should be fun.
     7. Brianna's not doing guard with me anymore. so I have no close friends in it.

II. People confuse me.
    1. So it's been like 4 days since I've talked to him. I think i did something wrong.
         a. yet we had such a great time friday... I'm confused
    2. So my "best friends" always are saying lets hang out. But never tell me when so they just leave me out of things go out and leave me out of everything.
        a. and then they see my away message saying how i hate being left out and they are like "are you talking about how i went out with this person and we did this....you could have came, you should have asked to hang out" umm no I don't invite myself to hang out with people.
        b. I just thought if they really wanted to hang out they would have called me and told me to come. and not have told me after the fact
        c. my friends are BITCHES
        d. wait no correction. Almost all my friends are bitches but Randi. =)
        e. she isn't a bitch cause she'll actually plan to hang out with me and not go and do something else with someone else.
         f. yeah this is directed for someone to see.
         g. yeah I'm acting immature by putting this online but i really don't give a damn
    3.Mark's 18th birthday is saturday, woohoo
    4. My friend Brielle's Birthday is coming up soon and i need to get a picture of mark half nude for her. (inside joke)

III. Summer school.
    1. So we're starting on the stuff where i began to suck
    2. I'm sort of getting it this time around though..
    3. Since my friends are leaving me out of everything the few people i know in summer school keep me a semi-social person since they talk to me everyday in person.
    4. One of my friends is going to I-hop with our algebra teacher that failed us, and she is going to try to bring up the fact that she and i have no summer because we're in summer school cause of failing by 2POINTS. yeah I'm not letting that go.


wow I actually remembered out to make an outline correctly. Looks like I learned something in school

great weekend. =)

right after summer school on friday i went to my friend Tyler's house and hang out there all day.
than randi came over and we went to ocean city.
We just walked around and chilled on the beach. Came home watch movies and went to sleep
Saturday we watched movies all day. and that was it. She went home i went to some BBQ came on talked to my friend rachael on the phone since i haven't seen her in madd long. didn't do much after that.
I have no plans today and i just remembered i have summer school tomorrow.
oh the fun it that...
than i might go to the beach
and than i have guard practice...
Marching Band officially begins.

Tomorroww (or today since it's past 12 am) marks the 4th day of summer school
well I got nothing to say about summer school.
well wait yes i do.
1. it's boring.
2. it's easy.
3. it's boring.
4. there's a quiz everyday
5. it's boring
6. no homework
7. it's boring.
8. umm it's 2 and a half hours of boringness
9. we get a 15 minute break of boringness
10. i come home and i'm so tired from all the boringness i sleep for half the day.
11. i get home at 11 and i sleep until 3 or 4.
12. than since i slept all day i can't make plans to go out and do anything
13. making long lists like these are cool.
14. all the boringness of summer school could have been avoided if my teacher would have given me the 2 POINTS it takes to pass me.
15 well i'm off to sleep to get ready for another boring day of summer school followed by a long 4 to 5 hour nap. than a night of doing nothing. wait!
1. i could watch Supernatural.
2. I could watch some random movie.
fridday should be good because
1. that's my last day of summer school for this week.
2. when i get home the Breakfast Club will be on and i never got to see all that.
3. i might see the guy i like
4. there's a show at Tony canale park so yay
5. i might finally see randi after almost 2 months this weekend probably on saturday
6. i can jut keep going and listing stupid things
7. it's like 12:02 I need sleep
8. this doesn't even deal with friday or summer school.
9. Wall-E is the greatest movie EVER
10. i've got a paint it black stuck in my head.
11. and i didn't even play gh3 today.
12. WTF
13. FTW
14. lalalalalala
15. okay Im going to stop
16.
17.
18.
19. NOW


20. HAHAH I fooled you!
21. kay I'm done